| i don't know what possessed me to come on here. i haven't thought about xanga in forever. its strange how things like this are so popular at first, and then, other things come along and you just forget, and neglect and soon never think of it again. That happens with other things in life as well. Music, hobbies, but the most sad of all... friends. They come and go too quickly. Never sticking around long enough. That's probably what everyone thinks of me. I'm never in one place for very long. I'm here and there...california, st. louis, joplin. I can't seem to make up my mind. The only thing i know for sure of, is that i want to use my gifts to praise my savior for the rest of my life. why does life have to be so uncertain??? why can't i be sure of something? i want to be done with school, but they say i have many more semesters to go. They say i need "x" amount of credits to finish. But do i need a degree to praise Jesus? i DO want it to be a career. but can you make Jesus a career? Jesus! i have no clue. My church here needs me, but i need Ozark..and i think the Bridge needs me. well at least i wish it did. I don't know of much, but i do know that im ready. im ready to be stretched and to learn, grow, change, push through, study hard, finish strong, and move on to the rest of my life. Find the Mr. have some children and love them more than anything in the world and share Jesus with them. I cant wait. To be sure, to be certain that i wont wake up alone. that i am loved, that i have a purpose.
I don't know much, but i do know that there is something more for me, and i cant wait until it comes.
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| i know it's been a long time, and im sure that no one reads this anymore. but i want to be able to journal and keep people updated on my life when im gone this summer in california. so if you care at all, while im gone, i'm going to try and keep this thing updated once a week or so.
please keep me in your prayers, im a little nervous for whats in store. God is going to do some amazing things, i just know that he has great plans for me this summer with those kids.
thanks for always being there...
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| i guess i'ts time to update.
-im home, its nice.
-grades came today[not so nice]
-i got my computer back, they erased the hard drive, no more pictures or music. on top of that, the battery won't charge, and the USB ports don't work...what a fine job that tech did.
-at least christmas went well, i got an ipod video, and some new clothes.
-life is overall good.
i sort of miss joplin.....i sort of miss you.
merry christmas and happy new year.
<3
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| stop. just sit. be still. and listen.
do you hear it? you're not listening...
stop. empty your mind, your thoughts.
breathe deep. be still.
listen. do you hear it? he's calling you.
crying out, waiting for you to hear him.
you say you cant hear??
then you havent really given him a chance to speak. be still.
all he wants is a few minutes of your time.
to tell you his ideas and his thoughts. and how much he loves you.
stop. just sit. be still. and listen.
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| Rest In Peace
Joshua Hill [July 4th, 1996 - Sept 9, 2006]
you will be missed.
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